Sunday, May 31, 2009

Last minutes of freedom

I'm using my last couple minutes of freedom to blog quickly. It feels so good to have a computer to myself! See, almost 2 months ago, (or was it just a month ago?) my laptop died on me, officially. And I lost all that was on it too... I'm trying not think about that.

So today, my dad was able to set up our old PC for me, for the time being. It's so strange to type on these big keypad. I'm more prone to typos on this thing.

This year of school has been crazy. Almost everything I never let myself do as a student, I've let happen this year. My grades have gone down to some pitiful numbers, and I've gotten envious any possible person that is having fun.

I'm slowly getting out of that phase. I'm starting ot get motivated gaain. It's just been a struggle this year, to find the drive and will. The years before weren't that hard to make motivation with.

I'm glad I still remember my blogger password, or else I'd be screwed here too. .-.

I have good news, though. Vacation is starting in only 3 more weeks! I have only 2 more weeks which include testes on Saturday, and then I'm off the hook for a few more weeks! Thank god.

I swear, though, that these 4 months went by really really really fast. I seem to say that every year, but this school made me so busy this time, it's not funny.

It's nearly 9:30 and I need to go to bed x-x I was especially tired today because yesterday I stayed up really late at a friend's party, despite the fact that the party sucked in my opinion. It was supposed to be a late b-day party. The music for half the time was lame, too noisy. And yeah, mostly noise. I also couldn't get myself to be comfortable, 'cause there were so many people I didn't know.

The guy's there sure knew how to dance, though. There were some good-looking ones, too. But the one I had my eyes on had a girlfriend with him and he was plain scary anyway. You know how beauty can be intimidating. I say the more good-looking they are, the more scary it is to approach them. That's why cute is sometimes better.

I want to write, but I haven't had time. I'm thinking of writing a short story. Any suggestions on what? Give me theme!