Listening to: "This Will Be (An Everlasting Love)" - Natalie Cole
That bump that you feel when you get older, when you're supposed to have walked a step higher up the stairs. I just don't! But now I have no choice but to call myself 15 when people ask me. It's so weird to think that I'm older. Why do I have to get older, grrrr~~~ >__<
Even though today was a school day, it was fun. People said happy birthday, I got presents from Cristina and Ana Paula, (ankle bracelet, a pair of earings, and a necklace!) I got to eat a cake that I brought to school, and when my dad picked me up, he got me red roses! It was my mom's idea... I would have prefered white roses but they had no other flowers available.
It was funny when they sang "happy birthday". Cristina even made us say it in English, while she stood behind me and held my hands to make them clap along. She can be so silly sometimes...
I also got a call from my mom and my sister over in Germany. When I answered the phone all of a sudden they started singing. For a moment I thought I was gonna cry.It was nice hearing my mom's voice as usual, but when she passed the phone to my sister, Mohini, that's when things got awkward See, I'm never really good at talking on the phone, plus, I only see my sister once a year, so... least to say, we didn't have much to talk about. It was a bit of a struggle to keep a conversation before that deafening silence came up.
Other than that, today was pretty normal. What really sucks is that I have a test tomorrow. Plus, I have to present a group project she dumped on us two days before. My teacher can be so heartless sometimes. v_v
P.S. Sorry for not posting anything, hehe. I've definetely been busy with school, but also been lazy. Hope to post more soon!
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1 said miss mademoiselle:
Omigosh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
I KNEW it was the 18th gosh darnit, I KNEW IT! But for some reason I had it in my head that it was Friday...;_; Sorry! I meant to tell you Happy Birthday on time...*le sigh*
I'm really glad you had a great birthday day. Sounds like you had fun! That's so nice of everyone, to sing, and call, and the roses. And it's really sweet that your mom and sister called, aww!
I know what you mean about awkward silence talking with your sister. My sister lives in New York so I don't see her that much and we get that odd silence on the phone sometimes too. She accused me of drinking at prom! lol. jokingly. I had to fend off her accusations with very laughing and firm "NO"s.
Did you get a cake? Not that it really matters, but...cake is nice.
That is so cool that you are 15! Both you and Jahnava are getting older now...I mean, it just seemed like you guys wouldn't get old but now you are...
Are you coming to the Badger festival this year?!?! You'd better be there! I want to see you! I feel like I know you way better since I've last seen you in person (about four years ago at a Badger festival - I was 14 then, and I'm turning 18 this year! omg what a huge difference!). So I want to see and talk to you in person. BEG your parents to let you go if they seem like a 'no' at first!
The "bump" on the stair...interesting metaphor. I know what you mean, because I used to feel like you feel...but you know what is even scarier than the "needing to feel older" not being there? The "feeling older" actually BEING there! Like right now. I notice myself maturing and treating some younger people all adult-ish, and it's freaky! I don't want to become one of those annoying "because I'm OLDER than you" or rolling-my-eyes-at-younger-people people! That would be horrible!
So I really hope that my getting older doesn't change me too much. I still want to keep my silliness and weirdnesses!
I hope this comment is long enough. XD It's my gift back to you in return for all those lovely "Maugre" comments! Felt it was the least I could do to thank you.
Hope you find more to post in your blog soon (since you always comment about how you have nothing to say).
I wish you were online more when I'm online in the evening, but you always only seem to be online at like 4 when I've just got home, or earlier when I'm at school and you're home. >_< Darn time differences! Gah.
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