I'm the Doppler Effect, you idiots.

- the BIG BANG Theory <3

I LOVE THIS SHOW. XD

TAKOYAKIs NANA town

Listening to: "Wait A Minute" - Pussycat Dolls

I must mention this adorable game. It is a fan made, mini-flash pixel-like game based on the popular shoujo manga called NANA. For some wonderful reason, the site that made it, who also translates scans of the manga, decided to give us net surfers some fun as well. As I am a huge NANA fan, I squealed at the greatness of it all. The game is so cute!! Unfortunately there is the one last little mini game in it that I cannot complete. Buuah. It's one of those games where you have to find all of the items he asked for in the room, and I can't find the darn last one! /;o;/

Go the heart to check it out--> <3

Makin' it brief.

Unlike the past few nights, tonight I can honestly say I want to go to sleep early. So hopefully I can make this post short but still interesting.

Today, well-- I did my 2nd Japanese test. 'Something I never ended up mentioning before -- my teacher Clarice basically gave us this extra test for us students who did not pass on the original course as a second chance to attain the certificate. At first I was annoyed about it, because the original test that I did didn't turn out so great at all, so especially since Clarice told me at short notice about my grade on it, and that I didn't pass the average, I thought... "Jeez, there's no way I'll manage to learn all of it and do good on this test." But what do you know, right? I slacked on Wednesday, the day after I was informed, and studied only on Thursday and this morning yet I still managed to actually do loads better on this test. So let's just say I'm glad she forced us to do another one! :)

In other news, I am working on my cielo-sereno.ORG site! Sure, I admit I haven't worked a whole lot, and I haven't uploaded anything yet, but I have made a design for it and this time I will not wimp out and decide I don't like it anymore after working on putting it all into HTML. I will finish it before I move to Salvador-- that's my deadline.

Let's face it. I need to make deadline's for myself! I need to be more strict with myself if I ever want to achieve anything a tad bit challenging. And sometimes the most things we want are just of that nature. They look easy, but it takes dedication. And that is something I must conquer now. If not completely, but at least a little, for my own sake.

I never did mention how that party went, did I? Sorry about the delay. I should have written about when I was all still pumped up about it-- but time flies and I ended up putting it off.

Basically, putting it in a nutshell-- it was quite fun. No doubt the party was fancy and formal (I was wearing the most simple dress there), with even a reception by yours truly-- the birthday girl herself and her parents. Think gowns, suits, wine, lots of decorations, dinner tables, waiters, even a cocktail bar, and at midnight the birthday girl did a walk across this runway, in some sort of wedding-like gown, with a band of drummers behind her. Throughout the party a professional photographer took pictures. After the runway, the club/disco area was opened. Imagine sofas, lots of candy, two huge screens displaying the music video being played, and a DJ in the middle with a bunch of people dancing like there was no tomorrow. The boys from my class were extremely amusing, as there were times where they surrounded us in a circle and started to dance provocatively, or in other words, sexually harass us-- but in a joking way -- other than that, there was the part where I was being nearly dragged off the sofa because they wanted us to dance too. I never ended up really dancing though, 'cause by the time I finally got the courage to get up from the sofa, the songs weren't as great anymore. I only got home around 2:30 and went to sleep at 3 AM. o__o

I could speak of more, but like I said... I want to go to sleep early. So forgive me for being brief and not keeping you posted lately!

Fear teh addiction, my friends. <3

For Pete's sake, I must have eaten too much chocalate or something today 'cause I'm really giggly as I read my favorite shoujo manga... What's with that?! It's like I've become more addicted recently, especially since I have had more time now that I'm on vacation.

How hopeless, though. I mean, really-- what's more silly than staying up till nearly -- oh jeez-- 1AM reading Koukou Debut, that just so happens to be a very sweet shoujo manga I can't stop reading!! It's like coffee, but sweet!!

So yeah.. I'm starting to think that my giddy-ness at amusing/romantic situations is fun but kind of sad. Makes me kind of pitiful of my situation, haha. Oh well...

I'm going to regret staying up tomorrow. XD

It's sad, those cute little shoes.

Why is it that it’s been so darn hot lately? I’ve been sweating like anything today…

Anyway—I’m sorry for not keeping you posted. But I’ve finished my tests today! All I can say is that out of all the tests I’ve had this week, my favorite test was Chemistry, and the worst was Physics, hands down! All I can do now is wait for my results, which I’ll have next Wednesday.

As far as the birthday party I had spoke of before, I was too lazy to mention many details—but I was going to say it’s on the 24th. In other words, it’s tomorrow. I think I’m going to end up wearing my black dress, but I bought some Purdy white high-heels (but not too high so that I trip) and I might have to get my nails done tomorrow. I have to prove that I dressed accordingly, so basically I have to go all groomed and dressed up as possible… or at least as much as I will allow. Heh.

But I’m not worried about that. What’s funny is that people we’re asking around, aside from myself, if anybody has an invitation/ticket they’d want to give away because some managed to lose theirs. Like HELLO. Be smart and keep stuff like that in a drawer next time, okay?! A small card like that can get lost easily if you don’t put it an away safely.

Oh, and the party isn’t cultural at all, really I mean sure, I have yet to see how Raissa’s (the birthday girl) party is going to be like, but all I know is that these sweet 15 parties, especially when it’s for a girl, tend to be fancy. The guys will have to even wear suites, just to get an idea… Girls must wear dresses, high heels and what not. If there’s going to be a DJ and music, I don’t know. But I think so. Some people even rent a buffet.

So yeah. Just imagine one of those “Sweet 16” parties shown on MTV. If you’ve seen any, well obviously those are waay over the top. But some people also make it a big here, if they can.

So, yeah. ANYWAY. I don’t want to really talk about parties right now. It’s not important this very moment.

When I mentioned my possibility of moving out of Fortaleza, you might be wondering… where to, right? You’ll laugh when you hear this, but whatever. Salvador!!

I don’t want to move. But my dad does. I’ve already said this to myself a lot, and to many others, it seems. When I think of the goodbye’s I’ll have to make, it makes me so sad I’d like to cry, and I have a little. But I know that my dad is not happy here. Regardless I have no choice. I can’t convince anybody otherwise.

Yet just the thought of starting from point zero sounds terrifying. Do you know how long I’ve lived in this city? Nearly 4 years! It’s been a while since I’ve lived in one place for so long. And I’ve grown attached. Besides, just when I change schools and I finally might be developing new friendships and getting to know more people as I slowly open up myself to others, I have to go in the end.

It makes me sigh. It makes me frustrated. My dad says to look on the bright side, and he’s right. I’ll adapt to the new place, I’ll get use to it. I always have. It’ll be hard in the beginning. No doubt about that. But I’ll get over it.

Besides, it’s a bigger and more influential city; I’ll have more opportunities as far as studying is concerned. But still. I wanted an excuse to stay. Yet in the end, would I be happy at all? My dad is something inseparable, sometimes. So yeah—I can’t get away for him for now. So there’s no point.

What else?

Oh, the move might just interfere with I seeing my mom. Even if it didn’t, I think my Brazilian passport won’t be done by then. I’m a little relieved, honestly. I know it may sound mean… But I dunno. In one sense I’m also a tad disappointed, but I never had my hopes up very high in the first place, so it’s okay with me. I just hope my mom will be able to handle it.

There’s a possability that I might have not passed in Physics… I bombed the test despite the fact that I studied, man. Anyway, my Physics teacher’s tests are always screwy in my opinion. I was just hoping to do well on this one, or at least reasonabilly, since my teacher went to the lengnths of telling me how pleased he was of my great “evolution” which I worked my butt off for. There goes all that—down the hole. I feel bad for the guy.

Oh, and Chai! I want to apologize about my lack of comments on your blog and my lack of reply on Maugre. I still haven’t read it complety! I’m sorry~ xo I will definetely get to it this time, during these next couple days what with school over pretty much. So wait for me!

Hey, I also need to mention another thing. It’s nothing big but I’m happy about it. I’ve mangaed to make it a point to draw at least once every day. I didn’t draw today yet, but I’ll try to draw something before I go to bed, which will be most likely soon. Once I have a good amount, I’ll scan it in when I can! Maybe I’ll even make another blog for them, seeing that I don’t post anything of drawings on my other blog… Or better yet I should post my drawings, but make use of my domain/site that I’ve had for ages but never get to using it properly…

Anyway, I have to go t bed now. It’s past 10:30 PM. xo
(I was drawing for the past 20 minutes, hehe.)