I can't deal with it very well just yet.

I can't stand these conversations. I mean, obviously I'm going to feel awkward if my mom calls me and starts crying a few minutes later, which will then make me cry. And then she starts asking me why I'm so odd with her-- claiming that she senses resentment from me.

How the hell am I supposed to act? I obviously try to act as calm as possible. And then she asks me if I'm alright-- like what's wrong-- when she noticed I'm crying. I say I'm FINE, darn it. Just fine. Can I not cry without someone insisting on getting a straight and immediate explanation? If she did anymore I'd only get worse and now I'm just annoyed.

My dad says not to make such a big deal about it. I'm just not going to think about it anymore today. I need to study for my upcoming tests. I also want to do something with my Shin tribute-- so yeah.

I am goin' now just to leave this little unexplained burst of frustration.
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