Okay, so I was little kooky that Sunday. But I'm fine now. I'm sane. Sort of. I still have a huge crush on him, I still think about him, and I've already looked at the 2 pictures I have of him more than 5 times already.
Thankfully my dad is a genius and managed to make me feel better about it, saying that I should just go for it and try and get to know him better anyways. Which is what some other of my friends told me, among others who said to just move on-- but my dad is just perfect with words, so he sounded more reassuring. He even understood me when I said I thought I saw two different personalities-- one at the party and one at the mall.
The one at the mall seemed normal, friendly, shy, and just plain adorable. The guy at the party was plain intimidating. And my dad managed to finish the "intimidating" part without me even saying it! It was then that I realized how nervous and nervous+scared I was about going up to him and even pondering the possibility of talking to him. I did eventually, which didn't work out as I hoped, but I'm over that part.
I seriously have never had such a big crush on someone. I have only seen him 3 times. You know what 3 times is?! Three times...!
...Can't wait to see him again though. But I'm afraid that once I do I'll be without words, haha.
1 said miss mademoiselle:
Ooohh!! He's CUTE! haha. I'm not moving on your crush here, promise. But you posted pics, so I had to acknowledge him. He is a cutie. I can see why you like him...:3
I am so happy that your dad helped you to feel better about things. I think it is a good idea to get to know him better, instead of attempting a "clean fast break" because those are just too fast and tough. They suck. So, an easing sort of "get to know him hang out" way is much better. Yay for your dad and his way with words!!
That is interesting, how the guy at the mall and the party guy seemed to be two different people...hmmm...maybe it's part of the guy ego show or something. Mall-guy sounds easier to be about. So I can see why you were shy of party-guy. *nod nod*
Good luck! (I hope that doesn't make you feel like crap, me saying good luck. If so, sorry. :/ )
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