It's strange to be all alone at home. My dad went today to São Paulo for a couple days, and even though he has gone on a trip before and therefore I have been alone before, it feels even stranger. I guess because I'm off school, I find myself having even more time to think to myself. It's a little creepy...
I almost feel like my inner child comes back to life when I'm alone at home for long periods. Like all the fears you would normally have as a child, come back to bug me. But in the end it's mostly my paranoia, which doesn't have any good fundament.
I'm disappointed that I didn't manage to keep posting this year, or really go on the computer much. Only now I have the time. I'm still waiting for my grade results-- have to see if I'm going to pass without having to go through summer school(?). I'm getting my grades on Tuesday. x-x
As far as college is concerned, I'm just going to Miami Dade, a community college, for now. A few months ago I realized the art college was too ambitious for me. To start with something big like that wouldn't be good for a beginning year(s) of college. So I'm going to the community college, and if the 2 years they offer aren't enough for me, I can always transfer to the state university of Florida for a bachelor's degree.
I finally got to see the second half of I Walk the Line, the movie about Johnny Cash and some of his life. I already 'am a huge fan of Reese Witherspoon, and I became a fan of Joaquin Pheonix after Gladiator, but man! This movie made me enjoy them even more. Can you believe they're the ones who actaully sing in the movie? I love Pheonix's deep voice, it sounds better than the original, hehe. Aside from that it's a great movie in all. Although it's sort of predictable because almost every star deals with those problems, or at least some of them, I didn't expect such a positive ending. It put a smile on my face, that's for sure. Besides that--! I looove oldies, and this kind of sweet country/rock'n'roll tunes are simply adorable.
So go watch the movie if you haven't!
P.S. Is Twitter really that fun? It's a cute idea andI have an account, but unless you know somebody there, I can't find any fun in it.
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1 said miss mademoiselle:
Hey Tsuu,
nice to see you back. Thanks for the well-wishes you left on my blog. That really means a lot to me.
I can see why being home alone would bring back fears from childhood - monsters in the dark, that sort of thing. What I try to remember is that, even when it feels I'm alone, I'm really not. Krishna is there. Try singing the Nrsinghadev prayers if you get really scared; I've found that helps me feel better.
Congrats on going to Miami Dade! I hope I can visit you sometime now that you'll be closer. Maybe once I learn driving Jahnava and I will take a wild roadtrip in my car over to visit you. It would so great to see you again.
Good luck on those grades and no summer school.
"I Walk the Line" is a good movie, I like it, too. Phoenix definitely has a good voice (although I still think he should be an actor, not a singer).
I'm not on Twitter, so...can't help you there. There are TONS of devotees on Facebook, though! They upload beautiful pics of Vrndavana...
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